An Ode To Muse Lost

dont judge me ...this is my shit right? i can break the flippin rules if i want to and no one will effin judge me!! but yea my heart is heavy right now ...nope dont wanna talk about it i just wanna get thru it so me and my pen and paper will be in a corner gettin it in until i'm back to who i was trying to become again...hey that rhymed lol...

and since i did say i was gonna share some of my writing i find it appropriate to start with this so with out further ado

an ode 2 a missing muse
everlasting yet faded like smoke thru a clear sky
feelings infultrated by hearts grown cold
seperate ways
sounds of silence
deafening cries
tired spirits
i see it
i breathe it
high hopes can be easily shattered by
naive thoughts and actions
whats a girl to do
blackened future i suppose
blah blah blah
what I guess I'm sayn
is that I understand
and I love u 2
but the joy in ur heart is more important 2 me
so go get it...