Insomniac Rant

New Rule: If awaken from nap i will not repeat will not try to go back to sleep cuz chances are im either gonna get woken up again or around this time when i should be sleep or atleast attempting sleep, i'm wide awake and both awaiting a phone call from a certain black and white animal (hint hint) and listening to more good shit.

hmmm.....now the mind spins circles and squares and triangles and other geometric shapes.

i dunno i did good today tho..lls....day 1 of numb.
well not completely numb but day 1 of feeling nothing but cool calm and collective and its going pretty good. like seriously i could have flipped out on random crock of shit that happens throughout my day but i just sucked it up and then spit it out (thats what she said, lls) i dunno i guess i am officially learning that just because my common sense and third eye to things is more observant of things that not everyone is there. my mother put it best when she said not every1 is on your level and thats no cocky. im not even on my level some days...if that makes sense. i just turn my headphones up and wallow in the music. speaking of music i have found a new respect for artists. honestly i find it crazy that they write these songs and then evoke different feelings in different people and overall just can bring out the best or the worst. but i guess i kinda do the same thing with my poems ...or so i've been told.
is this what happens when i'm held awake by my own mind and other forces? bleh! i need 2 take my ass 2 sleep like NOW! lls

have i been gettin 2 personal?
i might have but fuck it....how i'm feeling at the time right?

well 2marrow i'm planning a drunken hot girl night lls so wish me luck.

dont get any of this new deepness twisted either i'm still wreckless.... remember i'm an alien only earthlings are 1 dimension.