In The Midst of How I Feel

now i do very few personal blogs but now since im going through alot of mental anguish (nice lil legal term...) i've decided to put sum shit out there

now i hate when people take my kindness for weakness
dont think just because i havent said how i really feel that im not feeling a certain way
dont think you doing me any favors ever..
i dont ask much of anything from anyone
i dont do anything to anyone
and the more i try to do shit for others im left assed out
pain is a four letter word like fuck and shit
thats how im frankly feeling about shit

i have come to the conclusion that i just have to do for me and mine.
through my going thru period the one thing that has been made very clear is that i do have tru blu friends out there and that there are people who honestly give a fuck about me

and there are those that are fair weather friends. soon as i decide that im going to take time for me after sum shit im going thru that YOU quite honestly didnt help by adding you 2 funky ass cents ...and then the audacity to try and appease me by bullshitting me. KILL YOURSELF!

I've come to far to look back and honestly i'm giving up so yea

i bet you think this blog is about YOU....
it is ..lls

Lesson of the day: Watch what you say and mean everything you say.


now i dont wanna sound angry cuz that actually take energy that would be a waste for me to put on someone else, so it's a celebration, i had a beautiful thirsty thursday and my spirits are high and now that i have that off my chest :)

so with the conclusion of this hences my happy face consider this water off my back