I GET 2 SEE WEEZER 2MARRO!!
JUST IN TIME FOR BACK TO SCHOOL, AY VIRGIN FREEFEST!!
o yea the line up is..
Taking Back Sunday
Wale
Public Enemy
blink 182
Franz Ferdinand
epic good time people...epic!
IN CASE U AINT GET THE MEMO
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Just A Thought (Sometimes I.. Remix)
- i need to see Bilal Live
- i need to see alotta folks live
- i wish life came with an instruction manual
- i really need 2 stop tell people how i feel right now, lls gift and a curse
- do i ever seem fake when im at my realest?
- God takes care of fools and babies, so how come everyone is asking him to take care of them. and most of them are grown, so wouldnt that make them fools?
- people suck
- earthlings suck, which is why i consider myself a fucking alien
- music is the only thing that seems to listen to me
- love is for the weak and the strong at the same time
- everyone wants the same thing but has different views on it
- do babies ever think what am i doing here?
- how come everyone has an opinion but noone really ever has a solution or way to fix ANYTHING?
- how come love hurts? like the saying is real love doesnt hurt, i STRONGLY beg to differ, it has its moment of str8 up SUCKING also
- let go and let God..seriously, going at it by yourself is dumb as fuck. cuz it wont get done.
- life is pretty good but at the same time everything has room for improvement
- my favorite accessory at the moment is my heart on my sleeve because it shows i'm brave enough to show it but at the same time it shows i'm foolish enough to let it be seen by EVERYBODY
- fuck it you only live once right?
Sometimes
Bilal at his finest
[Intro]
This is a song that makes me spill out all my guts
Sometimes
Sometimes, I wish I wasn't me
Sometimes, I wish I was drug free
Sometimes, wish I saw the exit sign first
Sometimes, wish I knew the truth without search
Sometimes, I wish I could go where I never been
See what I never saw, do what I never did
Or walk before I could crawl
Sometimes, I wish my eyes wasn't so red
Sometimes, I wish I had breakfast in bed
Sometimes, I mean it's worth it
Since I did all the work last night
Sometimes, you ain't good to me, yes
I am good to you
And you don't see my attention the way that I do
Sometimes, hey slim, you should be nicer than you are
Sometimes, you take that complaining shit way too far
I mean, I thought it was cute in the beginning but now
I think you only do it cuz you know I hate it
Sometimes, you got me wishing I didn't have home training
Sometimes, then it wouldn't hurt me so bad
With dreams of knocking you in your head
Then it wouldn't hurt me so bad
With our kitchen knife put up your ass
Sometimes, wish I knew life with no pain, yeah
Wish I held the keys to this game
Sometimes, I pretend cuz I'm afraid to be, afriad to be
Sometimes, I hope I live to see twenty five
Sometimes, I wish I could be like Moses
Round up my people, move out the ghetto
And live a better life
Sometimes, I wish I didn't try so hard
Sometimes, who knows truth any way
They don't know nothing, who needs that approval
The sun in your hands player
Move at your own pace, listen to your own mind
Do your own thing, yeah yeah
I'm saying it because I love ya
And I wanna grow with you, yeah yeah
But you wanna run in the other direction
So I got to stay on my path until I win
I win, I win, I win
I wanna win, I wanna win, I wanna win, I wanna win
Oh sometimes, sing it with me I wish
(I wish in love) And I wish, oh I wish
(I wish in peace) Oh sometimes
(I wish in hope) I wish hope
(I wish true) I wish true
(I wish clearly) Hey I wish so clearly sometimes
(Wish with no fear) I wish with no fear
(I have no fear) I have no fear
(Have no doubt) I have no doubt
(I don't doubt) I don't doubt
(Have no doubt) No, I don't doubt
(Have no doubt, I wish love)
I wish love, hey hey
[Ad lib until fade]
Concert Review: Here's To..
Wanna know what makes me smile and sleep comfy? the fact that i sleep with a drummer every chance i get...lls i kid i kid but just know before i get into how im feeling just know because the drummer just happens to be a drumming bear doesnt mean i'm playing favorites, matter a fact what im a do is do this like i dunno who da fuck any of them are, fair?
ok so happy hour was brewing upstairs and we all kno how much i enjoy discount liquor. o yea italian surfer...get with it! so after taking advantage of the gifts/curses upstairs i come down 2 see that the show is soon on its way. now i'm going back on word sorry in advance, but yea all the songs sounded AMAZING! It was crazy cuz i had heard these songs a bazillion times but it was like more of a nervous energy and great acoustics via ottobar that made it jus AMAZING and to see people i honestly care about living a dream made it almost tear worthy, o did i mention that i HEART the newest song soo hard, like their edge is really shining thru.
ok my only beef is that i feel the new songs make the old songs sound wack. like seriously once u hear the new shit u can REALLY tell its the new shit and that the old shit it real bubble gum jonas brothers meet fallout boy shit but the newer shit is actually giving them a voice. and if i have to hear uhh uhh oh again....well lets just say this that song is my ok i can walk away and get another drink song...
overall i'm proud of um...they're great! lls and they made ottobar history being the only local band to ever make THAT much....kudos Here's To..Kudos!
that wasnt too biased was it?
Where The Fuck You Been?
just gettin ready 4 school...and bowie almost made me run a jihad but i'm back 2 my calm hippy self again so all is well and the planets can align. now hmm what have u missed?
not much really i got big shit coming up doe, AY VIRGIN FREE FEST WADDUP! AY DOVER HOW U DOIN'!!
umm and i am officially in my creative mojo pocket! seriously, writing shit like my life depended on it, using my hustle skills for the sake of others...Here's To...Sandman Da Heathen....and The Carter (I aint even kno he had it in him!)...yep, since i've officially lost any interest in being THAT GUY, i've decided to help others reach their dreams. and besides, why the hell not.
o yea i got n that film class too...so yeppers
...to be continued!
o yea, anyone bored and wanna jus street team they life away? email me den!
DesDukes17@yahoo.com
When Keeping It Real Goes Wrong
Saturday, August 22, 2009
White Folks Edition:
lets not forget white folks voted for obama to....yep. and hitler? word?
Inglorious Bastards
fucking great.
wonderfully historically inaccurate but yea i give it 2 thumbs way up...one of tarantino's best
weed or love?
Saturday, August 15, 2009
and then bob marley said
i wanna love you
and treat you right
the way ur chest rises and falls
ever so slowly
makes me believe in dreams of a child
like happily ever after
and glass slippers
i touch what feels like silk
and grip it
like its life
trying to leave your body
DONT LET GO
the light graze
the soft peck
sobers my drunken heart
and quiets my loud overthinking mind
touch there
glow here
i can inhale you forever
and full from you never
everyday and every night
*i dunno even kno after reading it a few times...lls*
Sometimes I...
-wish i could be 1 of my alter egos full-time
-imagine what my funeral will be like and who will be there
-think someone is watching me
-live and act like cameras are following me
-wish i could be another race, just to see what it's like
-wonder if people know that i'm actually pretty fuckin talented
-miss people that have done me completely wrong
-think about him and cry
-smile for no reason
-laugh at misfortunes because i kno they'll be hilarious later
-say entirely tooo much tooo soon
-regret my lower back tattoo because it's still unfinished
-wanna kick over sum shit and just be destructive for the fuck of it
-hate his fuckn guts and wanna change my number
-just think about random shit.
Speaking Of MTV
YEEEESSSS LEYOMI!
YYEEEESSS!
THAT BITCH GOES OFF EVERYTIME!
SHE IS GIVING THEM MUCH TEE!!
(is it wrong i jus imagined myself saying that as a gay man? I'm trying to tell u in my next life i'm a be the best gay man ever!and i kno you loving my lil' lingo right?)
*Just so we're clear on who i'm rooting for, and big boy can move! yes i said it!
"NIGGA THEY PLAYIN' SKILLET ON MTV!!"
i do want 2 share a nigga moment i had when i saw america's best dance crew....yes i text'd/ call'd all the heads i knew that would care and had a "NIGGA THEY PLAYN' SKILLET ON MTV!!" moment. ha! the more i grow up the more i see of things from before coming back in to the forefront....this bout 2 get good.
*Disclaimer*
not a gogo head so dont come at me like i am 1. not a big fan of new gogo bands sorry. and yes i enjoy the slow bounce...but not on every gogo song.
Get A Room!
Major Lazer "Pon De Floor" from Eric Wareheim on Vimeo.
now this for some reason jus makes me think about every house party i go 2 ...soon as they play dancehall this is what becomes of the party...and all it makes me remember is in my head thinkin the whole time ....GET A ROOM!
BUT
isnt shit like this like a car crash...you wanna look away cuz u feel bad watching but it sure is entertaining to say the least.
LAWD!
now before i get the i'm going 2 hell texts....
see he did it right....
so yes before redoing, revamping or whatever the hell u wanna call it,
keep it classy world.
Not Gonna Front....
...this looks really epic....damn u Jay-Z!!
me likey!
and
i'm still ridin' for the underdog Chris Brown!
When Keeping It Real Goes Wrong
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
hillary clinton edition:
ha!
i think katt williams put it best when he said (at the 1:09 mark)
Apparently....
...a certain black and white animal who will go nameless feels as though i have too many pharrell blogs i think i'm going 2 take that as a challenge and not do a pharrell blog until oct. 17th....
damn haters!
Black Is Beautiful
Friday, August 7, 2009
i am in love with this shot...
real too cool for school type shit.
Since I'm In a Good Mood...
what can i say...i love me some pharrell
yep, and honestly i feel like he's lookn at me n this pic :)
before i had a love for pharrell, there was maxwell...and his new cd is gorgeous!
look at drake tryna give sexy lip swag...
now yall kno i love weirdos and he's my fav atl-ien! i HEART andre ...
Who's Cody Chesnutt?
uhh jus cuz i'm sure this wack question is being asked right now...
"ooo yea him!" yes, him...
the song that made me a fan...lls
*Sidenote
no sad songs
no depressing poems
nothing
jus gonna watch youtube till its time 2 get off then i'm a go 2 sleep and act like nothing ever happen, cuz...well fuck it!
What REALLY Grinds My Gear.
....how i'm feeling at this very moment.
it is a very familiar blatanly confused feeling. its a mixture of hurt/uncertainty/anger/overwhelmed/fucked up attitude that leads me 2 go down the wrong path. whether it be comfort somewhere else, a cut here, a sip there, or a puff everywhere.
this just fucking sucks
i'm not 1 to claim 2 do everything right in the least bit but all i ask is for a fair exchange or just ANYTHING something more than this feeling right now.
holding back tears at work is not the biz.
plotting on where 2 get a blade from and this time find discreet cutting spots is not the biz.
i've actually come a long way from that faithful afternoon watchin Kanye's Storytellers. and i promised myself never again....well they do say never say never.
i'm not a nagger or someone that likes drama, trust me i hold in alot more stuff then people give me credit for. but quite frankly i can only hold soo much in and its going 2 get to the point where i'm just about 2 explode and tell EVERYONE HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT THEM GOOD BAD OR INDIFFERENT.
the one person i thought i could share my feelings, the one i fought to get to this point with, has not only made me feel bad for my feelings, but basically used my past fuck ups and mishaps has his ammo on why i shouldnt QUESTION SHIT or feel ANY SORT OF WAY except for happy about this nigga. BE FAIR. you're shit stinks too and u have the power to hurt just as well as i do. but i guess its all MY FAULT ANYWAY. now at 1st i figured i was overreacting to the shitty day i had been already having but the person that is suppose 2 brighten my day did a bang up job of making it even shittier.
so here's my thoughts again period.
and no i;m not going 2 do what everyone thinks i'm going 2 do.
i'm jus going to bottle this shit up in another fucking blog entry and go about my day cuz at the end of the day, i'm past the obvious and despite what YOU think, i see WHAT YOU'RE doing, but what u dont see is what YOU'RE NOT doing.
but at the end of the night again folks i am the bad guy, forever. and thats fine, i shall wear my title along with my broken attitude and emo-esque feelings.
and that my friends is what really grinds my gears
Because I Dont Want No Problems
Monday, August 3, 2009
ay!
yea u with the hairy bear chest....
i see u!
lls
When Keeping It Real Goes Wrong
Leash Edition:
now although leashes on children brings joy 2 my heart, this is a bit much. the kid doesnt even look alive. but i guess this is how she felt at the time...but DAMN through the store like hard body like that?
I'd go to jail!!
if my (unborn) daughter was caught shakin her lil kindergarden ass like these kids! da fuck outta here with that shit!
SO..
..People r weird period.
i dunno just making observations at work. if you're ever really bored, trust me, people watching will kill all that
how vouyeristic/stalker of me right?
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