My Bubbles...

On sum rev run ish right now...

I'm n my tub with bubbles and candles and music...making love 2 myself forreal lls but seriously ilm jus trying to relax and chill and not think and clearly use alot of ands...lls

But on a serious note again I feel creatively stifled and jus n a shell
Its gettn better...kinda.
Funny shit is that here I am typing away with my thumbs and I had this balla ass revelation blog planned n my head and again I start and the whole thing leaves me jus as quick as it came.

Sheesh....well lemme jus think random thoughts...

*panda has a blackberry now so I finally got him down with the times...I miss his aura when he's not around. Its not off some petty needy shit either its more like when he's not around I feel it. That's it. But since he's trying 2 be all tech savy with me he's thumbs are gettn quite nimble...look at 'im go! Lls

* cute girl syndrome has hit me. I dunno I jus wanna kno what its like 2 be the cute chick instead of the cool chick...don't get me wrong I'm still cooler than most with ovaries..but I have more 2 me...so multi'ed I jus sometimes get the feeling no1 sees it...I wish they wouldn't underestimate me..but my dilema is I don't wanna be the just a pretty face either...ahh! So much 2 discover in only 1 life...I need an assistant just 2 help me with my mind...any1 want 2 apply?


Welp my skin is gettn prune-like so I'm bout 2 wash up get another glass of verdi and call it a night...so until my mind has anything else 2 say...i'm relaxing ...
I've made peace with people and I've been jus doing the right thing for the life of me. I jus hope everyone that is suppose 2 notice notices . Its been pretty funny to cuz as much as I change thing kinda stay the same.